By: Tehniat Fatima Ahmed
There was no clarity in her life. Her childhood had caused her to blur all the boundaries in her mind. She wasn't able to separate love from abuse, happiness from sadness as everything came in a package.
The floor was always staring back at her
Questioning
Judging
Reflecting
And nothing scared her more than her own
The sky frowned down at her
Always a disappointment
Alas, she couldn't stop being herself
Confined
Trapped
In the walls she had built herself
Overtaking herself
Darkness crept in her veins
Tears never failed her
Running in circles
The hurt molded into pleasure
Restlessness was her companion
Help the nemesis
Finishing herself
She smiled at conflict raging inside her
Welcoming the utter pain that accompanied.
Afterall, she was blamed
Wronged
Taught to burn herself
To taste agony as sweetness.
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