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Eccedentesiast ( someone who hides pain by smiling)

Writer's picture: Lala RukhLala Rukh

Updated: Jun 29, 2020

By: Tehniat Fatima Ahmed


What gives life reason

Can also mold it into treason

Thy gives life color

Yet, shall make it duller

Thy can scatter or fill

Or flatter or kill

One might lose thy

But thy never loses one

It bounds you through chains

And purifies you with rain

It inflicts heart-aching regret

Strengths you to face depth

It causes you to crumble

Sculpting you into thunder

Give up on it

But, it will never give up on you

To restrict with strains

Or to erode, dancing with pain

Creating bubbles of euphoria

Can flip into dimensions of Disturbia

Alas, it contains vastly

Yet, diminishes drastically

It is thy

Thy is Love.





Life is a never-ending swirl of tunnels leading you through pain, agony, joy, anger, hurt, shock, euphoria, disappointment, and challenges simultaneously. For those who let music lull their soul. Their heartbeats along with the beat. Life can seem like a maze, confusion overtakes one and the next step is that one gets scattered by the sensation of feeling utterly lost. One constantly coaxes himself that nothing stays the same but darkness crawls in him. Tired of crying, whining, and complaining, he grows accustomed to the darkness. Running aimlessly, he goes back and forth, here and there, losing purpose along the way. He starts vanishing, letting others speak for him, allowing his emotions to sink and rot. Occasionally, when he fools around, people assume that something is very wrong with him, but they don’t know.


They don’t know that he is trying to save himself, rescues his soul from free-falling into oblivion, not having a base to land on. He wishes he had a hand to caress his cheek whenever he was upset. To carry his burdens like they genuinely cared. To kiss his tears dry, to lend him a shoulder whenever he was down. But in the end, it’s essential to remember that all the support and help leaves, it’s only you. You’re the only one who will have to endure the *hurt*. But in the end, it’s essential to remember that all the support and help leaves, it’s only you. You’re the only one who will have to endure the *hurt*. You may think you’re loved and maybe that is the case, but the finale hits you like a truck, scattering you into a million unfixable pieces. And that is how you fade, after being told that you are loved and special, your loneliness and singularity is the element that destroys you. Those who made you, finish you.




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